[Realization] Happy X-mas (My War Against Myself Is Over)

The way I had been acting was insane.
I realized that.
I will act differently and in fact, I already am different.
Nothing of what I had become will ever come back.
It took all this to show me, and it was perhaps the worst way to realize, but it happened and it's helped me sooo much.

I wait now.

This year was one of the most fluctuating years I have ever had and I hope for a great New Year.

We'll see what happens.

This might be my last post (maybe second to last, depending on how I feel within the next couple weeks) of 2007.

Thanks to all who have read, will read and do read and follow this blog.

Happy Christmas everyone.

Have a Happy New Year, be safe.

Take care.

See you in 2008.

Love,
Erick